But because of what he always do to me, I’m starting to hate him. I’ve always been good to him. I always say yes to all his favors. But I guess he just takes me for granted. And it hurts so much. He only sends me messages when he needs something from me. He never cared about what I feel. I’ve been too good to him, but what have I received in return? Nothing. I really hate him for just using me. I hate him because he cares more about another girl who does not even care about him. Why can’t he even see that I’m always there for him? I wish he’ll realize that I am also human and I don’t exist for him to use me. Because I will never be there again for him when he needs something.
“A hug can turn your day around, it’s like an emotional Heimlich. Someone puts their arms around you, and they give you a squeeze and all your fear and anxiety comes shooting out of your mouth, and you can breathe again.”—
“You know you can’t hurt me now. You can’t hold me down. And I’ve got plenty of time, time to figure it out; time to think about you and me, whatever that was all about. Got nothing to prove, got nothing to say. No, I’m guessing I never thought you were good for me anyway. Got nothing to lose, nothing but you.”—
“I was the fall back. The one who was always there. Wanted when the time was right, pushed away when something better came along. Do you have any idea how that makes me feel? Worthless, silly, stupid, horrible. You make me feel like I’m just not good enough when reality is, it’s you who isn’t at all good enough for me. You’ve made your bed, go lay in it. You’ve got your perfect little life now that I’m gone, now that you’ve decided that I’m just not good enough to be a part of it anymore. It’s fine. Just go. And don’t come back.”—(via eletheowl)
“Did I not feel your love? Did I not feel your hate? And did my heart not beat, and did my heart not break? And are these tears for naught, and are these words in vain? If this is all we are then what have we to gain?”—